shelazarus:

hi, i’m kore   (   or as you might have known me, jay / praesaga   ). i’ve unfortunately made one of these posts before asking for help but it’s still, more unfortunately, the case. i had to leave my job because of being sexually harassed by a manager after several panic attacks about going to work   &  being completely disregarded or taken seriously. my health, outside of it, had been getting worse   &   i’m currently spending about 99% of my day fluctuating between 1-10 on the pain scale. i can’t eat properly. i’m gaining weight because something about it is messing with both my thyroid   &  how my body processes food, made only worse by the fact any exercise feels like i’m being punched in the stomach. it’s gotten worse over 3 years   &  at my job, had meant i had significant days off. now i’m trying to take the time to figure out what’s wrong while looking for a part time job so i can hope to go back to college, eventually. i am struggling. i am in pain.  my mother is struggling, too, trying to get a job in hours that are flexible so she can take care of my brother. i’m opening commissions but also, donations, because as much as i’m willing to try, a lot of things i’m offering money for would not really help her out. i’m open to commissioning anything you want  (  bar theme background graphics since i never seem to be able to do them for other people  ). i will do html help, psds, icons, graphics, whatever you would pay money for, from me, i would likely consider doing. i would appreciate if people could help spread this post around. my paypal is @ theazaleapath@gmail.com for anyone who is interested, may be interested in either donating or commissioning. please remember that even if i haven’t included it, depending on what it is / if i could do it / it pays, i will help.